I've loved Evan Morgan ever since I was a little girl.Growing up, he was my best friend. I thought he always would be. Turns out, I was wrong.September 30th was the day my world shattered. In the blink of an eye, everything changed.Now, my heart is broken. My life is chaos. And my mind? It's a mess.The only thing that still makes sense is how I feel about Evan. I love him more than anything, but it's not enough anymore. I'm tired of chasing after him, tired of being held at arm's length.I can't live like this any longer. It's time for me to let him go. Walking away will destroy me. Yet what other choice do I have?Contains mature themes.